Hey. Supposed to be in school. But i am down with my muscle cramp again. Haiz. I am tired of this kind of life. School, work, band and nth else. I am tired. Really. I feel lonely. No one to share my probs with. Haha. Singapore is so stressful. I wish i was in some other european countries. 4 seasons. Wow. Nice. I am dreaming. Realy dreaming. Haiz. How i wish. Wish i was in dreamland. This kind of life can kill. Just plain rushing work and going to sleep everyday after school. I wish i can change myself. To a hardworking boy who does his work. Like last time. And get good results. I forgot how success looks like. Everything i do is so pathetic now. I have done my best. And yet, nth good comes out of it. I am very tired. Really. I feel like giving up. But i cant. I got ppl having high expections of me. And yet, i cannot please them. I just keep making them disappointed. I feel bloated up. Ready to burst anytime. With all my worries stuck up in my head. I need someone to talk to. Someone... I am so tired.
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Artist: Enya
Song: Waterfall Piano
[My Past Memories]
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